Hiro Goes To School

Dedicated to Gary

So here is my first posting in English, just for you, a banana~ (damn it!)

There is a tune in my skull since god knows how many years back. So strange that it just pops when you told me that you are entering some college to study again, imaginating you strolling along some KL street bearing a backpack or sort.

Years past. You finished your study, you found your love, and you told me a couple of months ago that you have been blessed with a baby boy--I was not even know since when you have got married! My response was like "fuck~!!?", with spring sound effect as accompaniment. There is 90% a symptom of "buy one free one", so I just take it like this, as you never tell me that its not like this :P No offence dude, just an old time cheap joke. Yes I am still as naive as ever.

Got your short messages recently, I am totally fine, but sorry I can't make it to engage you for my marriage MV.

You asked me about your true love :P Well I have got little contact with Steph, the last time I've talked to her was like two months ago. She bought a house in KL for her family, passed her grade two exam in violin, and her answer was positive when I asked her whether she is now sure about her sexual orientation. She is going well with her, yes, "her". Anyway, the bottom line is: she is doing well.

As for me tonight, I am at least accomplished one thing that I wish to do since ages ago: Dedicate this "Hiro Goes To School" to you, my dear friend.

(The first part is the said tune and the second part was improvised just now)



http://www.angelfire.com/ab8/piew/hiro.mp3


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怎么笑了

当我提了打包来的印度饭走着回家时，已经是深夜十一点了。那印度饭店是刚开不久开的，就开在我家楼下停车场的对面；好好吃的印度饭菜，他们卖。

深夜十一点晚餐还没吃，肚子是很饿了，没什么好笑。刚从工作的地方回来，身体和精神都累了，也没什么好笑。早上下了场不开着大灯驾车不行的大雨，而泊了车忘了关灯，电池死了，更不好笑。东奔西跑后满头大汗把车推来推去，当然也不好笑。叫人帮忙却被人当成匪徒，这听来有点滑稽但我也不会为了这个而笑。

没什么好笑的，但我确实笑了，当我提了打包来的印度饭走着回家时。是笑那好好吃的印度饭竟然能在我家楼下附近买到吧？是笑我终于顺利回到家吧？是笑这个夜晚的风是吹得那么让人舒服吧？还是笑我到底有哪些朋友？

某些人有我喜欢的外表，有共同的喜好，有我欣赏的才华，有我认同的人生观，有说不尽的好话...却偏在我平白无事的日子里找砸，在我虚弱的时候下毒，在我求助的时候走远，在我无能为力的时候遗弃我。

某些人有我不喜欢的处事方式，有我不认同的生活态度，有我不屑的私生活，有我看不顺眼的长像，也没什么两句好谈...却在那么个雨后的深夜里，牺牲约会，花时间费精力、满头大汗气喘如牛地帮我推车。

我腰酸背痛、大汗淋漓、筋疲力竭、饥肠辘辘地，提着打包来的印度饭，走着笑着。